The Wall

I tried very hard to build a wall,

A wall, on the sea shore

The sea is the past where there’s a raging squall,

And to bits my wall it tore.

The only way is to bury the past

For it poisons the present, Im told

But the barriers I build never seem to last

The past has me in a stranglehold.

With effort, I try against it to fight,

Pain engulfs me while I struggle and strain,

Put it all behind me, with all my might,

Yet my efforts all seem to be in vain

For every wall I build on the sandy shore

To keep the raging past at bay

Needs a foundation of trust at the core

And belief so that I don’t sway.

CHOICES

Walking along my destined path

Alone was I, though unknowingly

I came across a forked way

Each route leading to different walks of life

And to destiny’s power play

I stood and pondered for a while

Considering the options in my mind

There was one which would make me smile

The other to which duty would bind

On my left, making me honour bound

I faced a seemingly easy choice

For I had to fulfill, my creators will,

Giving them a chance to rejoice

Approval and acceptance was part of the deal

And I would be one of the crowd

My thoughts to them I cannot reveal

Though social standing would make me proud

Though they claim to set me free

They would tie up my spirit and soul,

All my actions others would decree

Never would I be complete or whole

Whereas on my right, filling my heart with joy

Though still part of the unknown

I saw love in sight, no conditions or ploy

Pure and mystic it shone

The path was long and tough to travel

Strewn with hurdles at each turn

Yet as the tale began to unravel

Made it difficult for me to return

For at the start you held out your hand

Promising me support and strength

Each step of the way, you said you’d hold at bay

My troubles at arm’s length

Pure as sunshine I chose the path of love

Well aware of what lay ahead

I risked the chance of hate and above

Yet I chose happiness for myself instead

For I found in you a better half

Someone I can love and cherish

With whom I can share and laugh,

And not let it all perish

Today, as I look back at the good times I’ve had

My past and future distinct

I  find no reason to feel sad

In trusting my love and instinct